I had this deadline to finish short story book by the Feb 10. I managed to only write 500 words worth of one story. I had this goal of 7 stories. But I could not finish it since October. What I have found out that, instead I have wasted my time writing more than 2000 words often on topics like religion, politics, feminism etc. And it kind of like provocative topics for me to make me write longer replies. And when it comes to write something creative that is useful for me in future. I can't even write enough. This is the reason I don't take forum posting gigs in politics, religion and feminism type of forums. They drain me and make me non productive for other work. Is it just me who faced this on internet?