It could just be the stress of picking a Uni, stressing about trying to find a job, getting money together to learn to drive + lots of other annoying and stressful crap that's making me wish my birthday wasn't tomorrow.
Everything i've wanted to do for my birthday has been ruined and i'm just not in the mood this year. Am i the only one that has felt this way? Don't get me wrong i love the prezzies, it's just not in the mood to celebrate.
This year my birthdays gonna be shite seeing as my parents though it would be a good idea to have a housewarming party for my Grandparents on my birthday.
I get mad and rageful on my birthday, they say it has something to do with the fact that I was adopted from birth and that makes it hard to be happy on my birthday.
Who knows, but I love presents, I'm just not happy.
I think the celebration of one's birth unto this Earth is a lovely thing...but it's so commercialized. I'm VERY shy when it comes to gift receiving and it makes me very, im not sure what the word to describe the emotion is, but it really messes with my head? Yeah, I'll go with that. It really messes with my head, sort of upsets me mentally when people ask me what I want for my birthday. It makes me feel EXTREMELY guilty! Ah, that's the word I was looking for, guilty. Especially when it's my grandparents or girlfriend asking, though >_> I know what I want from my girlfriend...but I don't think she'll be so willing to give that up soon 😛
I am going to get the best birthday present ever this year. Going to a star wars convention and then on my actual birthday getting me an ihome and an itunes gift card so i can rock out to some better songs. But usually my birthdays consist of going to dinner with my parents and a friend and buying something big like an xbox or computer. Then me and my friend spend the rest of the night doing crazy sh!t and then sleep till one PM. He leaves and i am officially a year older. 🙂