Don't have one if you are thinking of romantic relationships.
I don't find it hard but that's just me I suppose.
i am not sure I know what you mean by "best find" so can't really answer this one.
I'd say it's uncertainty as once you know what you are facing than you can deal with it better because the shape for a lack of a better word is known and can't change. When what you are faced with is uncertainty or something that is unknown then you are not only facing this unknown thing but also your own mind attempting to put forth everything that your mind thinks it could be which could in fact be close to the truth, way off from the truth or somewhere in the middle. The fear of facing the unknown could be far worse than whatever it is you actually are about to face.
No I don't because I have a terrible memory and not having a good memory prevents you from regretting past decisions. I also don't hang on to the past because regretting the past changes nothing as the only thing I want to do is learn from a mistake and strive not to repeat it and in turn let my mistakes make me wiser for having learned from the ones I made.
The bad thing isn't making mistakes but not gaining anything from them. Every mistake and failure is an opportunity to grow and become wiser not only for your own benefit but from anyone else who may need the wisdom you gained from that experience. Success makes you party while failure makes you ponder and it is the time spent pondering are the times when you grow as a person not when you partying after a success.
Honestly I kinda forgot about you after you disappeared along with most others that I used to post with on the likes of ZNB and boards that were around back then. So you can say you really made no lasting impression on me if I was able to forget most everything about you at least.
Yes.
Blackjack is a fun game and poker can be fun as well.