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LadyLannie

LadyLannie

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Hey everyone im sorry for not being around on fp as much and on other forum that im on, I'm really going through a tough time and its getting progressively worse. But i am still trying to make time to come on be a good member to the community.
 
really, Shame on you for saying sorry there is no need to say sorry you can go and leave anytime you like we don't force that here. I mean I Left for an full week since I wanted to.

@Princess MeowsePad was an active person for almost an month then one day left and haven't been active and I don't want to know why it's there life.
 
Empire said:
really, Shame on you for saying sorry there is no need to say sorry you can go and leave anytime you like we don't force that here. I mean I Left for an full week since I wanted to.

@Princess MeowsePad was an active person for almost an month then one day left and haven't been active and I don't want to know why it's there life.
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I miss a lot of people who used to be active here. 🙁

I'm glad to have you back! As Empire said, life happens sometimes, and I'm glad to see that you were able to return!
 
No need to be sorry for not being around here or anywhere else. No one is obligated to be here not even staff. If you want, you can talk about what's been troubling you as it might help to vent and see your situation through alternative perspectives. You'd be surprised how alternative perspectives can lend a person to see things in ways they couldn't or wouldn't have otherwise. If anything, it might help make you feel about whatever it might be that is troubling you. In any case, I hope that whatever is troubling you passes and things get better for you which in time I am sure they will.
 
LadyLannie said:
Hey everyone im sorry for not being around on fp as much and on other forum that im on, I'm really going through a tough time and its getting progressively worse. But i am still trying to make time to come on be a good member to the community.
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LadyLannie, I'm sorry to hear about that. We understand, real life often pulls us here and there with many weird things. I'm not sure if we can help, but we are here if you need someone to talk to. 🙂
 
LadyLannie said:
Hey everyone im sorry for not being around on fp as much and on other forum that im on, I'm really going through a tough time and its getting progressively worse. But i am still trying to make time to come on be a good member to the community.
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There's no need to apologize. Everyone has things in their life that they have to deal with. Like Bluezone777 mentioned, you should talk to someone about what you're going through. Sometimes, just talking about things can help you by getting it off your chest rather than carrying the load yourself.
 
@LadyLannie I am sorry that you are facing difficult times in your life, but just dont loose hope because 'Even this will pass away!'
 
Well everyone knows or should know that i am transgender. I've told my story many times but i will explain it in more detail here. Most of my life was spent in the dark, I've been abused,picked on, put down and alot more. My parents has always been and continues to be the center of most of my problems. I have taken countless amounts of medicines growing up which has had somewhat of a major impact on my life. I dont remember much of my childhood because of it and i have short term memory loss. I've always had to teach myself and fight for myself, stress and depression has always been a really big factor in my life, I have vitiligo which came from severe levels of stress.

So i have always been mistreated by my parents and all. I have been trying to find a job for a year now its been hard, NC isnt that great of a place but whatever. I came out to my parents about a year and a half ago and the mistreatment has gotten progressively worse. I use gaming and coding and other stuff, but that has been stripped away from me. I have started cutting myself which i know may sound weird but the pain actually feels good compared to all the bs, I've had to deal with.

Theres alot more but this is enough for now........
 
I have never heard your story before but I am thankful that you were willing to share it with me. I am honored to be trusted with this as I know it must not have been easy to be open about it especially at the beginning. I am saddened to see you go through life not being loved by the two people that should have loved you from the start. Going through life unloved is a burden none of us could ever bear. I imagine to you the cutting or the pain from it acts as a distraction from the pain you can't bear which is being left unloved. Most people withhold love and instead make you jump through one set of hoops or another to "earn" their love but genuine love is not something earned but something given away which is an easy way to tell those who love you from those who really don't nor ever will. The thing about cutting is that over time the cutting you are doing will no longer help as it might look like it is doing now so you will be driven that the cutting is distracting you from to cut deeper and deeper till one day you cut yourself so deep that you kill yourself and it would be a sad day to lose you to it.

I know many in this life must have told you to the effect of "don't do these things but do these things then I will love you". I on the other hand have no such list to offer as I accept you just as you are but I can't give my approval to many of your current life choices. I say this Not because you don't have my acceptance of you as you are but because I am more concerned with your welfare then anyone's opinion of me. Happiness isn't born out of our circumstances but the love that stands between you and the people in your life and I take that you don't have much right now which is the ultimate cause . If they won't accept you as you are then they won't accept the person you will become. Those who accept you now will accept the person you become because their acceptance never stood on the shifting sands of our circumstances but always encourage you towards the path that is to your greatest good because that is what is most important to them.
 
@LadyLannie I'm very sorry to hear about what you have gone through. That's really horrible and nobody deserves that. I think I sound like a hypocrite if I say that I can understand your pain and depression because nobody really understands until they go through exactly the same situation. However, I hope you would reconsider your action of cutting yourself. The distraction it provides you is temporary, but the harmful effect caused to your body lasts for a long time, which may hurt you in the long run. If your house situation makes you feel so uncomfortable, is there other family members who may be able to help you? Your cousins or aunts or uncles, maybe? Or friends who understand and accept you the way you are?
 
Well for the family thing, no i do not. They are apart of my depression as well, I do have some friends that accept me, But they have issues of their own so im kinda stuck.
 
Feel free to come here more often. There are more accepting people here to help support you. I have several friends that were in similar dilemmas that you are in, and it is always nice to have someone to talk to to get those issues off of ones' mind.
 
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