If you could turn back time for any reason, would you? Maybe you done very bad at school, and wanted too start over again. Or mucked up in a relationship and wanted too turn back time.
Have you ever thought that you wanted too turn back time and why ?
Well, right now I would like to turn back time to this time last week. Reason being is this time last week I was just starting my vacation. I would like to be just starting my vacation again instead of nearing the end of my vacation. I don't want to go back to work and see my station at work as the disaster area that it is.
I don't think I would want to turn back to any time because after that I'd still have to relive some of the things I went through that were difficult and don't want to go through that again. I had 3 surgeries in 5 months and it was really hard on me.
I think I would have turned back time to go back and undo all of my mistakes in my marriage before we divorced. However and recently an old friend told me.
It was yesterday. He said it like this, if I went back in time and I undo most of the bad things I did. It would have bought me some time. But she would have still cheated and left me and the circumstances would have been different. But with the same results.
He also went on to explain that it wasn't meant to be and that things that aren't meant to be always finds ways to end. He also said that if what I did was so bad, she would have left me than and she wouldn't have waited until now to do it. He believes she simply just got tired of me from the sounds of it. He also said that he see's it all of the time.
So that brought me some closure and comfort and I really believe that what he says is true. I just wish I'd heard it sooner.
I don't think turning back time is good idea, you know, like the professor on Back to the Future doesn't. Nonetheless, I do find myself blaming myself for tragedies that I feel like I could have prevented by behaving a different way and/or perhaps, just not traveling somewhere. You know, if only that trip wasn't made, that situation wouldn't have happened.
Never regret anything because at that point in time it was exactly what you wanted! If it turned out to be the wrong decision, learn from it, keep growing and move on. However would like to turn back time and be more richer
